I told my husband many years ago and many times over … if I can be well for a whole year, we might actually have finally figured out what is wrong. To many of you, these firsts are table stakes… I have low expectations out of life. Being sick for a decade taught to expect nothing out of this life. EVERYTHING is a gift.
Read MoreWe want boundaries. We want predictability. We want confidence. We want to see the bottom.
We’re used to our predictability and sense of control leading us to believe we actually manage our lives. Read that again.
Read MoreLike my black pup longing for our return, I wait…. I send out the feelers for God’s movement. No dry ground yet. He sends the rains and He dries the waters. Blessed be the name of the Lord…. I wait.
Read MoreI’m on the cusp of more tests and more specialists. I’m no rookie to this game, and yet my heart falters, again.
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